I seriously thought I was actually going to follow through with suicide last night.

classicallystarving:

But then I remembered today is fucking mothers day. I couldnt do that to my mom today >.

Thinking of your mom stopped you from going through with it? You know she would care if you were gone. It doesn’t matter that its mother’s day. Everyday it would affect her if you were gone. It would be something that haunted her day in, and day out. I am glad that you did not commit suicide. Suicide can be prevented, and I couldn’t be happier that it was in this case. When you want to kill yourself, think of everyone it will affect— your parents, siblings, grandparents, friends, etc. Go talk to someone about how you’re feeling, whether its me, your friends, a parent, or a counselor (sp.). There will always be someone there to talk to you. Stay strong.

(Source: classicallydying)

This blog…

On this blog I’ve only talked to two people, and tried to help them with their struggles. Trust me, I am more than happy that I was able to reach out and talk to them in their time and need, but I feel like I could help more. I would love if people would come and talk to me when they are in a foul mood. One where it takes time to get out of, but they will pull through. The mood where they need someone there to help them and just listen to what they have to say. I promise I do not judge.
Talk to me. Do not be afraid to reach out. I am here for all of my followers. I love you all.

Bleh.

I am so stupid. Why can’t I be happy for once?